When your overweight you have a conscience that everyone is looking at you and thinking all these awful things about you. Yes half of them or so may be true. Is it the right thing to do? NO! Do we need your support YES! I need the support as I'm changing my mind, body, and habits. I'm working on my emotions and the way I handle them. I'm being proactive for myself. I'm eating right and going to the gym.
Things I don't expect:
I was working out on a treadmill today and there was men behind me working out. One made a noise like "neyyyyy" (sp) to imitate a farm animal. It hurt, nobody deserves it. Do you think that's going to help promote me to get healthy? In my old way of thinking I would have gotten out some oreos and milk, lots of spaghetti with bread and butter, or about 6 mcdouble sandwiches from "McDonald's". I was so upset I didn't try to let it show.
Truth time, I didn't eat anything that wasn't on my meal plan! How I wanted to though! This was fuel for me. It just gave me more drive to show the arrogant man that I can and will do this for me. I will not fail because of him. I will not change my plans because of him. Every day, week, month, year that I will remain healthy will not be accredited to them. It will be accredited to God, me, Fawn & Zac, my family, church family, and friends. You all get accredited because you have endured me through all this and encouraged me!! Just remember we do need that! It may sting but that sting goes away. Life moves on. I will pray for those of you who feel they need to make fun or put others down to make yourself feel better. You know, I used to eat to make me feel better. Imagine what your soul looks like.....